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Name: Jen Birthday: 3/2/1987 Gender: Female
Interests: Drama and dancing; Winding roads and wild romancing; Holding hands and locking lips; A little of that and a little of this; Rhythm and rhyme; Living in this longing pantomime
I love my baby baby! Expertise: Being random and awesome, sarcasm, artistic endeavours Occupation: Work study slave @ TU
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: CoRockaNut
Member Since:
12/26/2003
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| I sketch out on Xanga all the time. I think I've made the move to blogspot. It's been real Xanga...over and out.
blog: dreamsofboheme.blogspot.com (Mostly an outpouring of emotions expressed through ramblings, poetry, quotes, and photography).
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| ...Goin Down the Only Road I've Ever Known
So school has sucked pretty hard lately. I feel like I've been studying more than any other semester and it's not really translating to my grades. But the next wave of tests is coming and I'm gonna rock it. My birthday is in less than 24 hours. Holla for legal drinking. I'm kinda excited and kinda scared. Excited because I'll be 21! Scared cuz I've had one friend say, "only 32 hours til you die". Dying isn't really at the top of my list of things to do at the moment. I know my friends will take care of me though so that's comforting. My emotions have been a bit of a roller coaster lately, which is lame. I'm dealing with things though and trying to move...forward. I don't know where forward will lead but it's better than dwelling in the past.
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| I'd say everyday is a tiny better than the one before but my world is still a bit uncertain. I'm applying for a job in NY for the summer. That'd be a nice get away from all the memories in GP. School has been stressful lately but I let off some stress this weekend. I'm only two weeks away from my 21st birthday, which will be interesting, to say the least. Valentine's Day was lame and awesome all at the same time. I went out to dinner with a couple friends and ate Mexican food then went out to Bay's. So although the romance was lacking, the fun (& Mexican food) was not. Through the past week, I've realized how amazing my friends and sorority sisters are. They've been super supportive and sweet. I get by with a little help from my friends 
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| I thought I'd be happy but I'm not really. I thought this would be easy...it's not. I wish I could be the girl I once was but I just can't and there's nothing I can do to turn back time.
I just really don't want to deal with life right now. Maybe I'll get away, even if just for a day
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| Oh, Xanga. This is kind of a late night for me. I can't really seem to sleep. This semester is super busy. My planner is like full of things to do and lists but I guess I feel more productive when I'm busy. I'm starting to search for summer internships, I really hope I get to have a new & exciting experience that will mean something for me and my career. My birthday is coming up, which is both exciting and frightening. I'll be able to party hardy but the world is becoming more real with every passing day.
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